Home club flea

Back from home club flea!!!! super tiring. Drag my super oversized luggage to and fro home n clarke quay. despite so,  didnt manage to sell anything. not even 1!!! GRRR. pathetic shit. NVM consolation to myself: Experience gained! but not gonna join e 2nd time. NO NO! cuz it’s byebye $20 rental + $7 bah ku Teh = $_$ however e company makes up for everything (: BIG LOVE to those tt came down to support teeheehee

p/s: So many tutorials left uncompleted. DAMN. n i hate portfolio. Grr.

p/p/s: Tml’s Sunday. A mugging day at home :/

Seang-il Chu ka Hae Mi Da

HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY MY T.O.P DARLING ON 4TH NOVEMBER 2009!!!!
HEHEHEHEHEHHE

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feeling e blues….

i dunno why i had this feeling now. i feeling super moody. lethargic. restless. lifeless. lazy. dun really feel like using any brain cells to think abt anything.arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. i dunno wads wrong wid me man. i jus feel like being alone. cuddling in bed. but…..

i still got a fucking application letter to complete by tonight. grr……

i hate school. and you-know-who.

im missing cbds!!! i wan to meet everyone!!!

My weekends gone past like a flash. So quick. Tml’s gonna be mon agn.

Sat hit city plaza agn for e 3rd/4th time (?) within a week (grr…) wid nat. jus to get my jacket on hands. however stupid staffs makes mistakes here & there so until now i still haven got it. DAMN. more than 3 trips down? ZZZ

Dear love, be happy & stay strong. will always be here for you (:

den headed to home club flea wid phua. didnt get anything though. less stalls this time. bak tu teh YAY super delicious! haji lane. bugis street. walked till my feets are really sore. home sweet home.

Sun was spent lazying ard at hm. Gor & winnie came back for dinner. WHEE!

however, e thot of sku tml totally kills mood. 8-4 grr…..

p/s: OMG taiwanese cant sing english songs for nuts. P-P-P-P-oker face o.O ?

OCT

HAPPY BDAES TO KONG, SINYEE & RUIBEI!!!!

-_- ZZZ

hahas @ e expression above. tt’s how i look like in school everyday.small eyes n sleepy head.  school makes me so tired n sleepy. i doze off for 2 hrs on e 1st day during lec n came hm to sleep for 5 hrs. so nt shiok cuz den again i slept at 3am n hv to wake up @ 7  next day which i totally overslept for tutorial agn. n similar rountine till now. tt’s why im really sleepy now cuz i didnt get to nap today. grr. wads more i make a trip down to city plaza today but couldnt get e jacket i wan cuz its OOS. i will hv to go back tml hopefully by den e nice auntie had placed an order for  me. (:

p/s: wa lau i hate LIVEJOUNRAL CUT!!!!

random thoughts…

for some obvious reasons, i dun think im a good listener to my frens. when im on e phone wid someone and while he/she is pouring his/her problems to me, my reply is usually “hmmm”, “ya”, “i know”, “whats wrong wid h.im/her”, “i dunnho lei”, “ehhhh”, “i see”a blah blah… i know saying these words sounds totally unhelpful to a troubled person/heartbroken someone seems  and it makes me sounds like im not concern abt e problems at all but i really care. i dunno what are e right words to say to make someone feel better. at e end of e day, i did nth but listen n give some stupid comments n not helping at all. i feel bad srsly. ahh nvm. forget it go sleep. byebye!

today, e day after, next,,,

Tanning today turn out to be absolutely disappointing. Damn wasted trip. No blazing sun at all and it rains soon after we (Nat,Shan, Linda) started playing bball. Sigh. Den head to vivo for Starbucks. Home Sweet Home.

Ok very bored srsly. Useless post lah.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEE SIN YEE!!!! DDDDDDDDD

Try Smiling

I try smiling/laughing again today eum..
this way, you’ll smile/laugh
because that guy keeps making you cry
whatever it takes i want to make you smile/laugh

to me, loving you alone
is so painful I can barely put up with it
but i’d rather die then to see you cry
for You, I try smiling/laughing again today

[chorus]
i love you since i love you
since im happy as long as your here
even though my heart aches i try smiling/laughing again
like someone who makes people smile/laugh
like someone who has no pain
I quietly cry behind you again today

my hearts becomming numb
at your slightest sadness
i hate that guy so much
he has all of your love
yet he still makes you cry, what more does he need

[chorus]
i love you since i love you
since im happy as long as your here
even though my heart aches i try smiling/laughing again
like someone who makes people smile/laugh
like someone who has no pain
I quietly cry behind you again today

[bridge]
the endless tears keep filling up
i once again try to forcefully hide it
even though it hurts so bad as if im gonna die
even though this pain is driving me crazy
i smile/laugh

(because i love you more
because i care for you more then myself)
even if my eyes begin to cry i bear through it
even if i can’t listen to my heart
even if i can’t seek out my love
I try smiling/laughing in front of you once again today.

I <3 this song !!! Go watch!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lu2YgWChprs&feature=PlayList&p=4951B0D01948A4E7&index=9